No but let's compare to the totals of say an Adolph, or a Mao, or how about the atheist Josef Stalin or maybe Fidel Castro???? More harm? Really? Mao assassinated 65,000,000...Stalin at least 20,000,000...Marxist Atheist Darwinians...take Marx out for Hitler as Marx was a Jew...6 1/2 million...
But, you might say, by assuming God does not exist the atheist feels no threat of punishment for breaking moral laws, and therefore he can be totally immoral. If you do say this then I ask if you only behave morally because of a fear of punishment. Is it right to lie, cheat, or steal as long as you aren’t caught? No truly moral person should suggest such a thing. Even if God were to appear to you and say “I will not punish you, no matter what you do,” wouldn’t it be just as important to be moral? Even if there is no God or punishment, morality is still important to a moral person. Thus the phrase moral atheist is no contradiction in terms.
NO.. You chose to not believe. That IS your free will. No body forced you into not believing. You can always change your mind tho.
AND if you don't want eternal life, then keep going the way your going. The seed of the Gospel has been planted in your hart and there is no denying it. It's stirring in you. So you have 2 choices now. John 3:16 God so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON, that who ever believes in HIM shall have eternal life.
ORRRRRRR YA! I don't even want to think about that. However that is your current path.
Eph 2:2 Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:
3 Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others.