So apostasy can't be forgiven? I was baptized as a child, I went to church with my family, I professed to being Christian and I prayed sometimes. One time in particular, my dog nearly died after biting into a live electrical cord and I remember going on the front porch to pray and I asked God to save her. She lived and I genuinely believed she was saved because of my prayer to God. But after all was said and done, I never really followed the Bible. I didn't know what the Bible even said because I never bothered to read it. I don't even know if I was truly saved? In 2015-2018, I declared I wasn't a Christian and I said that I didn't believe. I would make fun of Christians on Facebook, I would mock them for praying and I said a lot of blasphemous things about God and Jesus. I remember saying that maybe Satan is actually the good one because he gives us free will and God condemns us to Hell so I definitely said they're no better than Satan. It wasn't until the last three years that I started to worry about what happens after we die and whether or not I'll go to Hell and it wasn't until very recently that I'm actually starting to believe and feel drawn to God. I actually feel touched over who God is and what Jesus Christ did for us. For example, I like to listen to John Piper recite Romans 8 on YouTube and it brings tears to my eyes listening to it and I have most of it rememberized now. I'm worried that I can't be forgiven though because of what Hebrews 6 says.
No......The ONLY thing that can not be forgiven is the rejection of Jesus Christ.
Many, if not most Christians today went through a time in their lives when they lived in sin and did things that that should not have done.
I would say that the majority of Christians relate to the Prodigal Son because they were one.
My brother......it is God who give us "free will"....not Satan. Satan had free will and he made the wrong choice.
Now....Hebrews 6:4-6 does not teach that Christians can lose their salvation!!!!!!!!
Correct CONTEXTUAL exegesis of that Scripture is what YOU need my brother.
Hebrews 6"6......
"If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame."
There are many interpretations to the Scripture and I am not a scholar.
1st of all, notice the 1st word in the verse....."IF". That one little word makes this a "Hypothetical case". There is no statement that it will or can happen in other words.
Then others say that this is focused on "make-believers". They profess to be born again but in fact are not.
Matthew 7:22-23 Jesus speaks to this same thing when He said.................
"Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."
In other words.....they were never saved to begin with.
Then others say that the writer of Hebrews is speaking directly to the "Diaspora". Jewish believers who said Jesus died for their sins but they still had to obey the Law and Jewish holidays to be saved.
Now in the library of the Dallas Theological Seminary there was a publication named "Bibliotheca Sacra". In it is an exegesis of Hebrews by Dr. John B. Rowell.
In it he says.....which makes complete sense to me by the way that the writer of Hebrews is writing to saved people. They have been enlightened!
The context and actual words lead to us understanding that the writer is not talking about salvation but the REWARDS which are the results of salvation.
Verse 6 says.........."IF they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance"......
Not salvation but to repentance!
Then actually...in the original Greek, the phrase "And then fell away".......FELL AWAY is the word
"parapito" and it means to fall down or stumble.
Remember David "fell away".............but he was not lost.
Peter "fell away".....................................but he was not lost.
Jonah "fell away"....................................but he was not lost.
You stumbledyou did not lose your salvation. No Christiancan lose something that they did nothing to get. Salvation is a GIFT from God which comes with a NO refund clause!