I am feeling crushed and deeply down.
Someone asked what my church does for me? How they help.
I didn't realize the church is suppose to help me personally. I do attend an online church. I love my Pastor.
I would never expect such a thing.
I cannot attend a physical church due to my disabilities and how far to travel. With my condition it is not feasible.
I do alot of volunteering for my online church so I serve via online doing various tasks for them. I really enjoy it.
I have no Christian friends in my life. We don't go anywhere. I am just too awkward. Socially I mean. I feel like I am so down in the bottom of the barrel today. I mean they would have to come to me since I can't really go out.
I am sorry. Every time I try to have Christian friends - I find the ones that are on a power trip of control.
Maybe it was a mistake to come online and try to find some fellowship. I feel worse and hurt.
Someone asked what my church does for me? How they help.
I didn't realize the church is suppose to help me personally. I do attend an online church. I love my Pastor.
I would never expect such a thing.
I cannot attend a physical church due to my disabilities and how far to travel. With my condition it is not feasible.
I do alot of volunteering for my online church so I serve via online doing various tasks for them. I really enjoy it.
I have no Christian friends in my life. We don't go anywhere. I am just too awkward. Socially I mean. I feel like I am so down in the bottom of the barrel today. I mean they would have to come to me since I can't really go out.
I am sorry. Every time I try to have Christian friends - I find the ones that are on a power trip of control.
Maybe it was a mistake to come online and try to find some fellowship. I feel worse and hurt.