Hello brothers and sisters;
I noticed that in my personal reading there are many subjects about thoughts that get filled with negativity, worry, self-consciousness, low self esteem, doom and gloom, the list goes on and on. This includes song and poetry. People can relate to these negative thoughts especially in a song. They relate to it so much they play the song over and over or re-read the poem.
For years I had bouts of negative, unhappy thoughts when I woke up in the mornings. They were the worst. I would ignore it and get prayed up. What I overlooked was being defiant in spiritual battle. Problem was I would carry this baggage into my marriage, workplace and any other areas that surrounded people.
Around 2001 during that horrible terrorist attack of 911, watching on TV two hijacked planes crash into the Twin Towers in New York, hearing about the third plane striking the Pentagon in Washington DC and the 4th plane crashing in Pennsylvania killing all the passengers; in New York about 3000 died.
I pondered about this kind of destruction and loss of life that was happening around the world. I realized the United States wasn't exempt nor invincible and, BOOM! We were attacked in one day. This was a wake up call for me.
It was during this time I began to deal with my own spiritual battles in the morning, only my dark thoughts were not hurting anyone outside but myself. This led me to confess to God my trial of desperation and added it to my morning prayers.
I didn't hear an audible but felt in my heart I began to realize "these thoughts were not coming from God." But I didn't know how to battle this darkness. Then in my heart I felt led to go to certain Scriptures;
Romans 6:6, 6 For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin— NIV
Romans 7:24-25, 24 Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin. - ESV
Colossians 1:21-22, 21 And you, who once were estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, 22 he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before him, - RSV
Galatians 5:16, 16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh. - KJV
Growing up I was always capable of getting along with others and being happy. But even with this disposition of myself, I wasn't strong enough to overcome my weaknesses.
These Scriptures pointed to sin and evil, but offered God's way out for me. These thoughts that I battled was spiritual warfare. The thoughts didn't bless me. They hindered my spirit.
There is an evil one called Satan. He is very real and devious. He will use whatever measures to distract us and remain in sin without knowing it. Our negative mind and thoughts are not from God.
God's Word in Scripture filled my heart to aid me in the battle. As long as we live in sin, Satan is not threatened, however, he is threatened by every believer who follows Jesus and desiring to avoid sin.
God always had the power to overcome Satan and He has empowered us to rebuke the devil.
Zechariah 3:2, 2 The Lord said to Satan: “The Lord rebuke you, Satan! May the Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Isn’t this man a burning stick snatched from the fire?” - HCSB
James 4:7, 7 Submit therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you. - NASB
This was 25 years ago. God has been faithful and my wake ups in the morning are less intense. This enables me to enjoy my prayers with God. Yes, I still have my share of challenges in life but have grown more confident in God's protection over my mind, spirit and flesh, no matter what I'm faced with.
On a personal note, I desire to enjoy my life with my Lord and Savior, my wife Hazel, and everything God sets in front of me.
If you are battling the same thing and struggle overcoming this principality of darkness, I am praying for you, brothers and sisters, and assure you there is a way out by going immediately to Him in prayer and choosing to set our minds on the things of God.
God bless you all.
I noticed that in my personal reading there are many subjects about thoughts that get filled with negativity, worry, self-consciousness, low self esteem, doom and gloom, the list goes on and on. This includes song and poetry. People can relate to these negative thoughts especially in a song. They relate to it so much they play the song over and over or re-read the poem.
For years I had bouts of negative, unhappy thoughts when I woke up in the mornings. They were the worst. I would ignore it and get prayed up. What I overlooked was being defiant in spiritual battle. Problem was I would carry this baggage into my marriage, workplace and any other areas that surrounded people.
Around 2001 during that horrible terrorist attack of 911, watching on TV two hijacked planes crash into the Twin Towers in New York, hearing about the third plane striking the Pentagon in Washington DC and the 4th plane crashing in Pennsylvania killing all the passengers; in New York about 3000 died.
I pondered about this kind of destruction and loss of life that was happening around the world. I realized the United States wasn't exempt nor invincible and, BOOM! We were attacked in one day. This was a wake up call for me.
It was during this time I began to deal with my own spiritual battles in the morning, only my dark thoughts were not hurting anyone outside but myself. This led me to confess to God my trial of desperation and added it to my morning prayers.
I didn't hear an audible but felt in my heart I began to realize "these thoughts were not coming from God." But I didn't know how to battle this darkness. Then in my heart I felt led to go to certain Scriptures;
Romans 6:6, 6 For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin— NIV
Romans 7:24-25, 24 Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin. - ESV
Colossians 1:21-22, 21 And you, who once were estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, 22 he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before him, - RSV
Galatians 5:16, 16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh. - KJV
Growing up I was always capable of getting along with others and being happy. But even with this disposition of myself, I wasn't strong enough to overcome my weaknesses.
These Scriptures pointed to sin and evil, but offered God's way out for me. These thoughts that I battled was spiritual warfare. The thoughts didn't bless me. They hindered my spirit.
There is an evil one called Satan. He is very real and devious. He will use whatever measures to distract us and remain in sin without knowing it. Our negative mind and thoughts are not from God.
God's Word in Scripture filled my heart to aid me in the battle. As long as we live in sin, Satan is not threatened, however, he is threatened by every believer who follows Jesus and desiring to avoid sin.
God always had the power to overcome Satan and He has empowered us to rebuke the devil.
Zechariah 3:2, 2 The Lord said to Satan: “The Lord rebuke you, Satan! May the Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Isn’t this man a burning stick snatched from the fire?” - HCSB
James 4:7, 7 Submit therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you. - NASB
This was 25 years ago. God has been faithful and my wake ups in the morning are less intense. This enables me to enjoy my prayers with God. Yes, I still have my share of challenges in life but have grown more confident in God's protection over my mind, spirit and flesh, no matter what I'm faced with.
On a personal note, I desire to enjoy my life with my Lord and Savior, my wife Hazel, and everything God sets in front of me.
If you are battling the same thing and struggle overcoming this principality of darkness, I am praying for you, brothers and sisters, and assure you there is a way out by going immediately to Him in prayer and choosing to set our minds on the things of God.
God bless you all.