Today is the day I leave for NC (headed to airport now) for a monthfor training for my new job.
Didn't want to leave as I always hate leaving my family. Cried in my girlfriend's arms this morning as I don't want to leave her either. I didn't even want to leave my dog. I don't do well away from home for weeks at a time.
Trying to be strong and failing currently. I know this is for the better, to better my life and my kid's lives. To help secure a better future for my girlfriend when she becomes my wife. But this is still very hard for me.
Have tears in my eyes as I am writing this.
Didn't want to leave as I always hate leaving my family. Cried in my girlfriend's arms this morning as I don't want to leave her either. I didn't even want to leave my dog. I don't do well away from home for weeks at a time.
Trying to be strong and failing currently. I know this is for the better, to better my life and my kid's lives. To help secure a better future for my girlfriend when she becomes my wife. But this is still very hard for me.
Have tears in my eyes as I am writing this.