Amen, forgiven!
You know, I thought this sign was on the lawn in front of your church. lol!
I found it hard to hear God's voice when I wanted Him to approve what I was asking Him.
Mark 14:36, 36 And he said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for you. Remove this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.”
Luke 22:42, 42 saying, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done.”
Praise God for His patience as He grows us daily.
God bless you, brother, and thank you for sharing.