Self-centered folks are very unhappy...set your mind upon the Lord and rejoice that He promised to forgive you all sin!To get back on track... I did this sin twice again and now my joy and hope are completely lost.
Today has been one of the best days of my life yet I couldn't even enjoy it because of my guilt and lack of joy. My dad told me today he wants to be baptized, and he is an unbeliever! I should be so happy! Yet I didn't even smile when he told me. Then we went out to lunch, and I was unsocial, and everyone was trying to ask me what I wanted but I couldn't reply. I couldn't talk, or anything. I couldn't worship at church. I couldn't get involved at my youth leadership.
Today has been the worst day of my life.