I had a rather disturbing dream last night. I won't tell what it was but if you are inclined to know then by all means send a personal message.
Mid-dream I shot up from bed, willing myself to awaken since I wanted nothing more to do with it. It was then that thought started pouring into my mind. Since it was still dark I did not want to leave my bed but I told myself to remember so I could write my thoughts first thing in the morning, and here they are, verbatim from my journal.
My thought is that free will, to the extent that it exists, grants us agency in choosing how to implement God's will. It does not permit us to refuse God's will. That said, since the fall at least, we can and do refuse God's will. We do so in the belief that our will is perfectly free and ours to control as we see fit. This presumption, mistake if you will, is the root cause of all suffering since it created and still creates a cascade effect that spills over into reality itself. Animals eat animals. Death and destruction abound. It's all our fault. We did it, and continue to do it again and again since we think we are free when we are not.
Mid-dream I shot up from bed, willing myself to awaken since I wanted nothing more to do with it. It was then that thought started pouring into my mind. Since it was still dark I did not want to leave my bed but I told myself to remember so I could write my thoughts first thing in the morning, and here they are, verbatim from my journal.
FREE WILL
"Thy will be done."
The Bible exhorts us to follow God's will and not our own, yet society makes a big deal of the fact that we each have our own agency. That is to say we each have free will. We laud free will as a pinnacle virtue, that which separates us from animals, freeing our minds. What, however, are we freed from?
Will, freed from the coercion of our fellow man is a virtue but will freed from God is an abomination. Is the fact that we have free will proof of our fallen nature?
In the Garden man lived alongside beasts yet no one was attacked nor eaten. The same was apparently true of Noah's ark wherein all mortal things were saved. Yet now, if man and beasts cohabitate one will necessarily die. Is this not proof of our fallen world?
My thought is that free will, to the extent that it exists, grants us agency in choosing how to implement God's will. It does not permit us to refuse God's will. That said, since the fall at least, we can and do refuse God's will. We do so in the belief that our will is perfectly free and ours to control as we see fit. This presumption, mistake if you will, is the root cause of all suffering since it created and still creates a cascade effect that spills over into reality itself. Animals eat animals. Death and destruction abound. It's all our fault. We did it, and continue to do it again and again since we think we are free when we are not.