Welcome Back Wilfred Tunyira. God does Miracles and gives wisdom in times we don't know what to do.
I can understand what it's like to loose everything as it has happened to me. The hard part for me is the loss of my children. They aren't passed on, but I've been denied access to them. Sometimes I think that is harder.
I knew a lady like that. Not sure if its the same situation but she was told by the state there is snowballs chance in the hot place that she would ever get her kids again. She was a drug addict and had committed some petty crimes.
When I met her, that was all that was on her mind, her kids. She was not allowed to even contact them. I thank God she listened because I told her that nothing is to hard for God. First though you have to stop telling people you will never get your kids back. Faith calls those things that be not as though they were. Second we need to get some scriptures on this and meditate on them day and night. You want your kids I told her, you have to replace that doubt and unbelief that comes out of your mouth with faith from the Word.
The mouth will speak what is really in the heart. It just comes out. Jesus called that idle words, words that pass the thought process and come from our belief inside. They can destroy or bring life.
It took awhile but she started to speak that she will have her kids back, the State will change their mind. I am a fit mom, and I am free of drugs, I am not a drug addict. (I know they tell you to confess you are a Alcoholic or drug addict at the programs, but that is against what Jesus said)
It was about 6 months that a break through occurred and she got the right to see her oldest son. At the end of the year she had back all her kids. From impossible, with man, but Jesus said all things are possible with God.
It's up to us, the problem is not the giants, it's how much we are willing to get focused on the Word and Believe.
You can see them again, despite what you have done, or what the state had said.
Blessings.
Michaelh