God bless you guys! I have a question for you. Please help me out if you can.
(Sorry for my english, i'm not a native speaker.) :/
Lately i've been feeling very weird in my christian life. Besides i hunger for God. This summer i've been studying the Bible a whole lot and listening to preaches and praying and fasting. God has showed me many of His truths. Now i have a way better understanding of christianity, the trinity, and now i understand better who Jesus is. I now have a very strong christian identity, and i don't get nervous anymore seeing what's happening in the world around us.
Yet, everytime i pray to God or speak to Him throughout the day i feel like there is a wall separating me from Him. It's like when you're trying to talk to someone through a glass wall. And also, when i sin, i don't feel guilty and most of the times i realize only later that i made sin altho i do not want to sin. And when i pray for forgiveness i don't feel that remorse or regret i should feel. Not that i like to sin or want to, because i don't. It's more like i don't have any feelings in terms of sinning.
I've heard once that one can lose their voice of conscience. And i've also heard that it might be linked to fornication.
Please correct me and help me finding my way back, i want to get closer and closer to God. Thank you!
(Sorry for my english, i'm not a native speaker.) :/
Lately i've been feeling very weird in my christian life. Besides i hunger for God. This summer i've been studying the Bible a whole lot and listening to preaches and praying and fasting. God has showed me many of His truths. Now i have a way better understanding of christianity, the trinity, and now i understand better who Jesus is. I now have a very strong christian identity, and i don't get nervous anymore seeing what's happening in the world around us.
Yet, everytime i pray to God or speak to Him throughout the day i feel like there is a wall separating me from Him. It's like when you're trying to talk to someone through a glass wall. And also, when i sin, i don't feel guilty and most of the times i realize only later that i made sin altho i do not want to sin. And when i pray for forgiveness i don't feel that remorse or regret i should feel. Not that i like to sin or want to, because i don't. It's more like i don't have any feelings in terms of sinning.
I've heard once that one can lose their voice of conscience. And i've also heard that it might be linked to fornication.
Please correct me and help me finding my way back, i want to get closer and closer to God. Thank you!