Denadii Cho,
I was just re-reading post #59.
I wonder if you might be connecting "Apologetics" with "Apologizing"?
Just to be clear, they are not the same thing.
When we "Apologize" for something we did wrong, it is an acknowledgement of a wrong doing.
But when we give an "Apology" of the Christian faith, it is an explaination, not an admission of guilt.
Those two words in the English language can easily create confusion since they sound so much alike, but they do not mean the same thing. (Homonyms)
If you were to scratch the paint on my truck, you would (hopefully) offer me an "apology", and say; "I am sorry I scratched your truck."
But if I saw you adding oil to the crank case, and asked you why you were doing that, your "apology" for your actions would be; "It is necessary to keep ample oil in the crankcase so that the engine is properly lubricated and does not wear out."
In the vernacular, or general linguistics, one might call that more an explaination, but it is in fact by definition, an "apology" for why you are putting oil in the engine.
As you can see, it is important that we do not confuse "Christian Apologetics" with the sort of "Apology" one would offer having done something wrong.