Hello
netchaplain
Honestly, I have got so annoyed with trying to follow biblical teachings I have many times ran away to Buddhism because God refused to open my eyes when I wanted Him to, only to come back a day or two later.
But now I see how I had it wrong. Just because I didn’t understand a scripture doesn’t mean I’m not saved. I really struggle with this now, but don’t place too much weight in it, as it’s my actions that count not my intellectual understanding right?
Some people ( pastors teachers, etc, ) are gifted with an intellectual understanding through the gifts He bestows in them and that’s when I knew I was Struggling because I am not gifted in this area.
Blessings brother and thanks for the scripture it made me realise something.