Just a quick one .... my head knows what I'm supposed to feel/think/believe and I'm 100% behind my head thoughts

I am 100% in agreement with God's word. What worries me I don't always FEEL the way I think. For example, the peace of Christ, the Joy, the Spirit, etc. Another example is that I love God with head but I don't feel love for God with my emotion. It's as if my head is 1000 km's ahead of my feelings. I love my neighbour but man oh man I don't feel love for my neighbour. What does this mean? Am I the kind of person who relies too much on emotion or does it mean I'm not truely a believer? I really really want to feel what my head believes, why don't I?
Hello
@Lee-Ann,
My heart goes out to you, for I know exactly what you are experiencing.
God wants your faith to rest on His promises, in Christ Jesus, and not on your feelings. He wants your eyes to be stayed on Christ, and not on internal examination. You will not feel. You will not find evidence within yourself. For your confidence must rest on what He has done, and not upon what you will do.
This is the trial of your faith, day by day: the refusal to trust in anything other than what God has said, and the things concerning the finished work of Christ that you have become assured of.
Just praise God that He is preparing you for the days ahead, so that you will be ready to stand by faith in the face of whatever comes your way.
You know that in the person of His Son you are as near to God the Father as He. You are accepted in the Beloved and nothing can separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus. So rejoice that He loves you with an everlasting love, draw near through the reading of His Word and prayer, and refuse to look inward.
With love in Christ Jesus
Chris