Hello, I am very glad that you are here with us and I want you to know that there are a lot of loving people here who want to help you. I am hoping you will change your username to something like NewHope or Godlovesme or anything positive because God does love you and I want you to have hope. Sometimes someone cannot hear God because they are not trusting him. Even though you cried out to God if you don't feel worthy of God's love you may not believe Him or hear Him even though He is speaking to you. Nevertheless, God will speak through his believers to people and I am telling you right now from God whom I can hear that He does love you. You can have a new life, but first you must believe this. The bible says, "God is love" (1 John 4:8). He wants you to come to Him. He is not ignoring you, but you have to have confidence that He is there for you. When Jesus died on the cross, he didn't only take some people's sins on himself, but he took everyone's sins on himself, including yours.Hello, everyone. My name is Stephanie. I posted my background story in somewhere when I made this account. I am not certain if you can see it. I am trying to learn to navigate the site still. Anyways, I just wanted to introduce myself and say hello.