I was really disappointed last night...
In my 24 yrs of living I've never had a someone id consider my better half ....
I'm tires of guys wanting one thing... Or looking to me.for just that ...
I'dk I just cant have casual "fun"... BC I think,think and over think..
I dont want fun, I just want someone I can spend my life with and it just sucks ...the majority of guys my age ...dont share my mind set...but instead are just on a mission to get around...
It just depresses..me that I can't let these feelings of wanting to love,be loved ...go..
It sucks...
I'm starting to believe im probably called to be single lol..or a nun..with my luck...but my heart isnt there....
I just wish I found a guy that was right for me.
I guess I just want advice on how to be happy alone. Because I'm gonna be alone for a while...if not forever.
In my 24 yrs of living I've never had a someone id consider my better half ....
I'm tires of guys wanting one thing... Or looking to me.for just that ...
I'dk I just cant have casual "fun"... BC I think,think and over think..
I dont want fun, I just want someone I can spend my life with and it just sucks ...the majority of guys my age ...dont share my mind set...but instead are just on a mission to get around...
It just depresses..me that I can't let these feelings of wanting to love,be loved ...go..
It sucks...
I'm starting to believe im probably called to be single lol..or a nun..with my luck...but my heart isnt there....
I just wish I found a guy that was right for me.
I guess I just want advice on how to be happy alone. Because I'm gonna be alone for a while...if not forever.