Hey guys I'm back, and I know you're all probly wondering what my problem is but I'm still afraid. I have been living much better life reading the bible and reading books that give answers galore and I still have this uneasy feeling I can't explain. I don't know if it's still a what if there is nothing after I die fear or if I'm just afraid of death in general. I don't want to be afraid to lose what I have here because I know God says we won't miss it we, won't be unhappy or bored, but I just don't know. I just wonder what it will be like. I don't want to sound offensive to God but will we just be floating around singing gospel forever because what will we have there? Nothing here is good enough to be In heaven. And just to make this as long as possible I saw someone get offended by another saying that we go to heaven. He said we don't go to heaven, Jesus comes here and makes a new heaven, but if so what happens to us until then? I just am having a lot of confusion pile up.