I've said before I am a minimalist so I have a very low need of things ( material).
My baby brother passed in Dec. of '21 in his sleep as my family tends to go.
I became very depressed and wore guilt like a coat bc I've out- lived all but myself and a sister out of 6 siblings.
I don't know why but this became such a burden on myself bc I lived alone in an apt. I was so fearful that I would pass and begin decomp and my only daughter would find me so.
Short story,I have moved in with my daughter and SIL this month.
I help out without seeming to take over in small things to just ease the burden. I also pay them the portion of what was my rent in my apt,they don't ask it but I do it to help out with the extra.
I also receive rewards from my gas card. Even though I no longer drive I make sure she knows I have cents off gas on my card which she uses!
We will take nothing with us in death or his second coming,so with willing hearts as BELIEVERS we are COMMANDED to be helpers!
It's wonderful, D3, to know we're not alone. You have a family here too.
Blessings to you and yours.
MM