I am afraid to go outside nowdays. Why? There is a reason that hurts me:
I keep seeing everyday lovely guys of my type with their promiscuous-looking Barbie queenbee girlfriends. This really hurts me so much. I never saw these things before, but now I see this same rubbish everyday...
Is God showing me things like this? If so, why? It's not fun that I see this... This makes me very insecure and I start to doubt that what if there's no such guy for me...
And then I met like 2 guys of my type in the dating websites, but then came a problem with both guys: they immediately started talking about sex to me and they lusted about me...
I really hope there is a lovely peaceful born again Christian guy who is older than me and AT LEAST 6"1/185cm tall and has black long hair and pale or light skin for me too, and not for promiscuous looking Barbie queenbees... And ofcourse I will get the one I want someday because God respects the person's taste in the opposite gender and He doesn't do things like "oh this man is the appropriate one for Polly but he is not her type but Imma send this dude to her anyway". I know it because at the Calvary Chapel a Finnish guy who is married to an American woman said that his wife is the one he always wanted and he asked God for his type of woman, so that guy got the woman he wanted. And then I've been told that a man asked for a Christian Asian woman and he got that Christian Asian woman. I am really attracted to my type of guy and I cannot imagine myself being with a guy who is not my type no matter how nice he is or how much he likes me...
Can anyone tell that is there any peaceful guy with black long hair and pale or light skin who is older than me and AT LEAST 6"1/185cm tall who is also a born again Christian in this world who is single? No, not in this site, but in the whole world. And I am also attracted to Japanese guys with black long hair too... How many of guys what I describe exist in this world? Yes, most of them what I describe are goths or metalheads, but goths and metalheads are NOT always Satan worshippers or something, I know Christian goths and metalheads...
I keep seeing everyday lovely guys of my type with their promiscuous-looking Barbie queenbee girlfriends. This really hurts me so much. I never saw these things before, but now I see this same rubbish everyday...
Is God showing me things like this? If so, why? It's not fun that I see this... This makes me very insecure and I start to doubt that what if there's no such guy for me...
And then I met like 2 guys of my type in the dating websites, but then came a problem with both guys: they immediately started talking about sex to me and they lusted about me...
I really hope there is a lovely peaceful born again Christian guy who is older than me and AT LEAST 6"1/185cm tall and has black long hair and pale or light skin for me too, and not for promiscuous looking Barbie queenbees... And ofcourse I will get the one I want someday because God respects the person's taste in the opposite gender and He doesn't do things like "oh this man is the appropriate one for Polly but he is not her type but Imma send this dude to her anyway". I know it because at the Calvary Chapel a Finnish guy who is married to an American woman said that his wife is the one he always wanted and he asked God for his type of woman, so that guy got the woman he wanted. And then I've been told that a man asked for a Christian Asian woman and he got that Christian Asian woman. I am really attracted to my type of guy and I cannot imagine myself being with a guy who is not my type no matter how nice he is or how much he likes me...
Can anyone tell that is there any peaceful guy with black long hair and pale or light skin who is older than me and AT LEAST 6"1/185cm tall who is also a born again Christian in this world who is single? No, not in this site, but in the whole world. And I am also attracted to Japanese guys with black long hair too... How many of guys what I describe exist in this world? Yes, most of them what I describe are goths or metalheads, but goths and metalheads are NOT always Satan worshippers or something, I know Christian goths and metalheads...