I'm talking about being Christians and seeking God.
It hit me bc( I don't want to go into details)...but something that was leading me from Christ... I tried to hold on to...was deluded about.
I was warned about, God warned me and others too... But after an event.. idk it showed me God was answering my prayers consistently about this thing... Warning me..
And I feel awake now....
It just made me realize...my weakness was used against me almost to the point of being ruined.
And it made me think of everything that was used against me to ruin my relationship with God. Even at the start ... The enemy used church ..leaving me confused...
I recovered from that ( thank God)
Now.. the desire to be loved
....
It's crazy ... It makes me realize the moment we get saved we gave a target on us... All our fears and weakness will be used against us..
The enemy will hit way below the belt. Reminding me of my friend..who was newly saved and almost lead into a cult...
It's crazy the fight the enemy will put up to lead us from God.
I just realized this all now.
It just hit really hard.
It also makes me a bit afraid I'm not strong enough to be a Christian...
However I want to be strong in God.
Sorry for the sudden rpiphany.
It hit me bc( I don't want to go into details)...but something that was leading me from Christ... I tried to hold on to...was deluded about.
I was warned about, God warned me and others too... But after an event.. idk it showed me God was answering my prayers consistently about this thing... Warning me..
And I feel awake now....
It just made me realize...my weakness was used against me almost to the point of being ruined.
And it made me think of everything that was used against me to ruin my relationship with God. Even at the start ... The enemy used church ..leaving me confused...
I recovered from that ( thank God)
Now.. the desire to be loved
....
It's crazy ... It makes me realize the moment we get saved we gave a target on us... All our fears and weakness will be used against us..
The enemy will hit way below the belt. Reminding me of my friend..who was newly saved and almost lead into a cult...
It's crazy the fight the enemy will put up to lead us from God.
I just realized this all now.
It just hit really hard.
It also makes me a bit afraid I'm not strong enough to be a Christian...
However I want to be strong in God.
Sorry for the sudden rpiphany.