Firstly thank you so much all the staffs and people who're praying and motivating me through this journey with Christ . I feel like I'm not alone anymore after coming to this forum . Moreover I learned that I shouldn't idolize any portrait as it's an artist's render . Thank you all for telling me this I won't worship that portrait but will use it as a symbol of inspiration and wisdom . I'll pray to Christ alone by closing the doors with all my heart . Thank you once again everyone . I pray for all of you