Lots of my poetry - plz enjoy!

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The poem "I'm not like you" is kinda raw, :eek:please don't anyone take offense to it! It's not directed toward anyone but those in the world who try to tempt me into sinning and seeking after wordly things that will surely fade away... Just a poem that helped me get my feelings out one day so please dont take offense to it
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The poem "I'm not like you" is kinda raw, :eek:please don't anyone take offense to it! It's not directed toward anyone but those in the world who try to tempt me into sinning and seeking after wordly things that will surely fade away... Just a poem that helped me get my feelings out one day so please dont take offense to it
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Hey no offense taken... it is healing to get it out.. here is something I wrote when a relationship of mine ended.

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I HATE HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HURT ME!

I HATE HOW YOU ALWAYS KEPT ME IN THE DARK! I HATE HOW YOU CAN JUST
SIT THERE , NOT CALL AND LET ME JUST HANGING OUT THERE.

I HATE HOW YOU CONTROLLED ME ALL ALONG. YOU ALWAYS HAD TO BE IN CONTROL. I HATED
HOW YOU COULD NOT SEE THE NICE THINGS I DID FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY NOT
WANTING ANYTHING IN RETURN, JUST TO BE LOVED BY YOU.

I HATE HOW ALL THE TIME YOU SAID IT WAS ME.. WHAT BUFFY LOU WANTED BUFFY LOU
GOT...I HATE YOU FOR BLAMING ME. I HATED ALL THE SNEAKY WAYS. AND YOU SAID
I WAS THE SNEAK. I HATED YOUR DISHONESTY. YOU ALWAYS SAID YOU WERE
HONEST WITH ME. I HATE THAT YOU COULD NOT TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU
WERE FEELING.

I HATED HOW YOU WOULD MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT OTHER WOMEN.

I HATE YOU FOR ALWAYS TAKING FROM ME AND NOT GIVING BACK IN RETURN.
I HATE YOU FOR NOT CALLING DURING OUR DATING AND ME LEFT JUST
WONDERING.

I HATE YOU FOR NOT WANTING TO DO THINGS. I JUST PLAIN
HATE YOU! HATE ALL OF YOU! I HATE YOU FOR THE ANGER I FEEL. I HATE YOU
BECAUSE I MOVED FOR YOU. I HATE THE FACT THAT MY FAMILY IS NOW 2
HOURS AWAY BECAUSE OF YOU! I JUST PLAIN HATE YOU..

Whoahhhh... hmm.. I thank you. I thank you because of you not
calling me now, I have come to see the light. I have come to see the fact
that I can spend my time and energy on folks that appreciate me. I
thank you because what Buffy Lou wants Buffy Lou gets. Yep I thank
you for I got my sanity back. I thank you for being such a sneak,
because of that I truly found what you were like. I thank you for
being dishonest with me, because it made me question things and see
the light.

I thank you for not giving back to me. It made me realize what you
were really like! I thank you for not wanting to do things. It made
me really think what are my interests and what do I want to do. I
thank you for encouraging me with my career move. I have a better
job now a more secure job. I thank you for the 2 hour distance from my
family. I have become a totally independent woman. The distance
makes me appreciate my kids more. When I am with them, I spend quality
time with them.

Most of all I thank you because of you I can take my eyes off the
accomplishment of the "catch" and see what I can really produce.

So all in all, I can finally say Thank you. When I really look at
it and read it all back I can say THANK YOU TO MYSELF. NOT YOU. ME~

I have now set myself free and by doing that I have set you free. I
can only help me and you can only help you.

May you enjoy your journey of life, May you find whatever you seek,
May you one day be in your own recovery.

I have loved and I have set free. If our paths in life ever cross
again, I will look at you and say thank you! That thank you will
come right back to me.. as with so much in the years past, all I said
and did bounced right back to me!!!!!

I deserve my own thank you! I am worth it!!!!!!!!!


Faithwoman:)