I remember having dreams a while back or twisters, four mini twisters that combined into a huge tornado. And my pastor told me it was a storm coming my way, a test of my faith. Well it's here and it's already overwhelming ... and the worst part is its only the beginning.
I feel like if I go through it , It's gonna make me crazy. Been having horrid panicky feelings come on, yet I know its an attack from Satan b/c when I'd get horrible thoughts ... I'd twick or jerk, and if I say is Jesus lord? they'd respond no.
Its been really tough, like to the point I've lost my appetite, eating , which was a hobby for me, is now a chore.... so I just need pray I make it through this storm with my mind intact.
Thank you all <3
I feel like if I go through it , It's gonna make me crazy. Been having horrid panicky feelings come on, yet I know its an attack from Satan b/c when I'd get horrible thoughts ... I'd twick or jerk, and if I say is Jesus lord? they'd respond no.
Its been really tough, like to the point I've lost my appetite, eating , which was a hobby for me, is now a chore.... so I just need pray I make it through this storm with my mind intact.
Thank you all <3