Dear Brothers and Sisters,
What I would like to share with You is my out of body (OBE) experience that happened in 2008 when I was 25. Why I would like to share is the reason because I have sinned then, and I feel like I need prayers because of the sins and also I would like to confess, knowing that I truly believe in Jesus Christ and I don't want to go to hell. This writing not a science fiction, it happened with me! I apologize for my english mistakes, I'm not a native speaker.
So on that ominous nightfall I have been drinking a lot, and I get in contact through phone with one of my father's friend. He showed me that we can communicate through our thoughts without needing a phone. After a while he helped me out of my body, my eyes were closed and for a millisecond I could see how I'm ascending to the sky as passing by the block buildings. Before this experiment I was thought about having conversation through only telepathy, once I tried with my friend without success. For a while I was in darkness, I could not see anything, but could hear the friend, he told me that anything I would say will come to reality. I didn't feel myself drunk, so I asked for feeling drunk, maybe that is why I have behaved myself like an infantile insane in the later on. As time passed by I could see 4-5 light beings also. But I began to behave myself as I mentioned an infantile insane like. I asked for people's death and bad things for people's health, I couldn't stop my thought process, my thoughts were rushing, in the end I was crying up there. I still not felt my body, I was out of it. All the things I asked happened here on earth with people. I'm very ashamed, I'm guilty, I'm confused. I asked for chastisement schizophrenia for myself, I got it. But I still feel guilty, and I don't want to go to hell!! I fear that God will reject me, although I know I'm nothing but a sinful sinner. He also told me not to seduce any other girl anymore, because then we get loss. After 3 months later I did, I'm so sorry for this too!
Is there mercy exist for me? Since then I'm praying every night because of my sins, but I fear hell very much. Could this confession help my situation? How You see it? Any kind or true words are very appreciated! Any prayers are appreciated too!
Thank You for reading, God Bless You!
What I would like to share with You is my out of body (OBE) experience that happened in 2008 when I was 25. Why I would like to share is the reason because I have sinned then, and I feel like I need prayers because of the sins and also I would like to confess, knowing that I truly believe in Jesus Christ and I don't want to go to hell. This writing not a science fiction, it happened with me! I apologize for my english mistakes, I'm not a native speaker.
So on that ominous nightfall I have been drinking a lot, and I get in contact through phone with one of my father's friend. He showed me that we can communicate through our thoughts without needing a phone. After a while he helped me out of my body, my eyes were closed and for a millisecond I could see how I'm ascending to the sky as passing by the block buildings. Before this experiment I was thought about having conversation through only telepathy, once I tried with my friend without success. For a while I was in darkness, I could not see anything, but could hear the friend, he told me that anything I would say will come to reality. I didn't feel myself drunk, so I asked for feeling drunk, maybe that is why I have behaved myself like an infantile insane in the later on. As time passed by I could see 4-5 light beings also. But I began to behave myself as I mentioned an infantile insane like. I asked for people's death and bad things for people's health, I couldn't stop my thought process, my thoughts were rushing, in the end I was crying up there. I still not felt my body, I was out of it. All the things I asked happened here on earth with people. I'm very ashamed, I'm guilty, I'm confused. I asked for chastisement schizophrenia for myself, I got it. But I still feel guilty, and I don't want to go to hell!! I fear that God will reject me, although I know I'm nothing but a sinful sinner. He also told me not to seduce any other girl anymore, because then we get loss. After 3 months later I did, I'm so sorry for this too!
Is there mercy exist for me? Since then I'm praying every night because of my sins, but I fear hell very much. Could this confession help my situation? How You see it? Any kind or true words are very appreciated! Any prayers are appreciated too!
Thank You for reading, God Bless You!
