I used to get end time dreams too, quiet disturbing. Not so much these days even though we're closer to them. However, I used to be over whelmed by experiences of God and it's not as good as you might imagine, in fact in my experience it was often too much for me and very disruptive to my life and just trying to live in this world, so be careful what you wish/pray for, He might just take you at your word. That said I wouldn't change those things because I know there is a reward at the end of it all, better be good though
I would just take your Christian walk as a walk rather than a run or even a sprint. We're instructed to rest on the seventh day and I would make it a priority to do that. Take that day for some me (with God) time. Relax and do what makes YOU happy.
Don't worry about not feeling God leading you, He already knows how you feel and is really wanting to show you what He wants next for you. So leave it with Him and you will see what He wants for you to know (or do), but usually it's a know rather than a do. If you ever feel God is leading you to do something, that's when you need to be concerned and to get a second and third opinion from more mature Christians than yourself.
Keep praying and studying the Bible and you won't go far wrong.
God bless