It helped me to read these posts, Juk. I'm glad that you started this thread. As old as I am, there are still a couple of areas of sin that I fall into, one of them an addiction that I live to control. I hate that they seem to always be there somewhere, lurking. But running to God and praying, being serious that your choice is with HIM, and always trying to be a good example to all...keep all this in your mind, and keep fighting the good fight. It helps to read the Bible and/or listen to it daily. I particularly like Daniel Whitfield's audio versions on YouTube, as they have different characters and sound effects, like radio dramas of the old days, and I can listen as I work around the house or on my projects. Or plug in and drown out the never-ending flow of bad news coming from the tv my husband watches. May God help you as you exercise your spiritual muscles and grow stronger.