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Hey all.
At the moment i feel like im a very weak Christian ..and i dont know
what to do. My life really is in a mess.
1) I've never heard God talk to me, at least i don't think i have.
2) I've never had a "personal encounter" with him.
3) Quite Importantly, I Don't know how to pray properly.
I attended a Prayer Meeting tonight at church, Everyone else was
shouting out loud, praying and singing in tounges too. But i can't do
both the tounges and praying outloud.
4) I was prayed for, for the gift of tounges, but i need to let my tounge
get loose, but my mind is controlling it and i cant change it. I immitated
a couple of words in tounges but was hard to understand. I'm
the only one who cant pray in tounges or pray in the spirit, i want to
do it so bad, i just want to break free and ROOAAARRRR !! lol.
5) My Past problem, Lack of Self confidence, Shyness, Motivation, and all
that stuff, it really is holding me back now, I started to break free, but
at the moment i feel that i have frozen and may be falling back again.
I really can't live like this, it does my head in. I just want to ROAR.
Speak louder, clearer, with confidence and be able to speak to anyone
without any problems.
6) Like many, if not All of Us, i have sinned. And i have slipped up too
many times. But the sins are always stuck in my mind and come back
to haunt me. I try to focus on God and my sins just come back to me..
even though i have prayed for forgiveness, i feel i havent been
forgiven.
7) I also struggle to take my mind off whatever is around me or anything
i've been doing / researching ect, i try and pray or worship and its just
there.. Help?
Finally, Just out of the blue, I started to think about my Ex-girlfreind
and i realised just how nasty i was to her after we broke up. I feel
really bad about it and lived with the consequences of my actions
because we dont talk at all at the moment, but I have to appologise
to her like NOW!
So Thanks to anyone who gives me advice, and i would appreciate it
any of you could pray for me over some of these issues.
Thank you and God Bless.
Hey all.
At the moment i feel like im a very weak Christian ..and i dont know
what to do. My life really is in a mess.
1) I've never heard God talk to me, at least i don't think i have.
2) I've never had a "personal encounter" with him.
3) Quite Importantly, I Don't know how to pray properly.
I attended a Prayer Meeting tonight at church, Everyone else was
shouting out loud, praying and singing in tounges too. But i can't do
both the tounges and praying outloud.
4) I was prayed for, for the gift of tounges, but i need to let my tounge
get loose, but my mind is controlling it and i cant change it. I immitated
a couple of words in tounges but was hard to understand. I'm
the only one who cant pray in tounges or pray in the spirit, i want to
do it so bad, i just want to break free and ROOAAARRRR !! lol.
5) My Past problem, Lack of Self confidence, Shyness, Motivation, and all
that stuff, it really is holding me back now, I started to break free, but
at the moment i feel that i have frozen and may be falling back again.
I really can't live like this, it does my head in. I just want to ROAR.
Speak louder, clearer, with confidence and be able to speak to anyone
without any problems.
6) Like many, if not All of Us, i have sinned. And i have slipped up too
many times. But the sins are always stuck in my mind and come back
to haunt me. I try to focus on God and my sins just come back to me..
even though i have prayed for forgiveness, i feel i havent been
forgiven.
7) I also struggle to take my mind off whatever is around me or anything
i've been doing / researching ect, i try and pray or worship and its just
there.. Help?
Finally, Just out of the blue, I started to think about my Ex-girlfreind
and i realised just how nasty i was to her after we broke up. I feel
really bad about it and lived with the consequences of my actions
because we dont talk at all at the moment, but I have to appologise
to her like NOW!
So Thanks to anyone who gives me advice, and i would appreciate it
any of you could pray for me over some of these issues.
Thank you and God Bless.