I wanted to get answers to a question
what would you do if you believed some one harbored
unforgiveness toward you ,and it become important to you
to help the person ? or person(s) ?
Last year was very tough. I lost my grandmother to cancer. She was diagnosed with it for ten months. Her last month was the worst. Anyways, long story short, I was pretty bitter. Towards people at my church mostly. I just didn't feel as if I belonged. So I was rude to people and very mean and bitter. I lost a life-long friend due to this.
I lost 3 friends this year. Hector, who also died of cancer. Austin, who died in a car crash in beginning of this month. And now, I lost Tim, he died on the 7th of this month. So all together, I lost four people. But ever since September, I realize that it's not about me. It's about God. And since then, God has been changing me.
I miss my friends. I miss their lives. But I know for a 110% fact that Tim is up in heaven, dancing with the Lord Jesus. He was confined to a wheel chair. Anyways, I don't even want to get into that because I'll start crying.
Anyways, I'm telling you all this because you know the friend that ended our friendship? It was because of how I reacted to my Nana's death. I was very mean. And I was just comparing NOW to THEN.
It's hard to accept when someone has hard feelings for you. It hurts, but sometimes, you just have to accept it. People aren't always going to like you. And if they do have some bitterness towards you, you can't do much to change that. All you can do is pray that God will change their hearts. Remember, you aren't God. You can't change someone's attitude towards you. Only God can.