Shalom,
This is a little about me and my walk and it may be a bit long...
I wasn't raised in church, but as a child I always was drawn to Yeshua and believed He was real. All my life I felt like an outsider. I didn't want to follow any group of kids like the nerds, preps, jocks, or stoners... Yet I got along with all of them because I treated them with kindness, and didn't want to be judgmental. All through my teenage years I wanted to save myself for the right woman. I stayed a virgin until I was 19. My mind was of a follower of Yeshua without me knowing it, but I fell under the snare of Ha-Satan. I fell under peer pressure and I had sex with the woman I went to high school with, and later on married her and had three children. Little did I know my world would be turned upside down. I divorced my wife several years later. After the divorce I went through many times where I had no idea how I was going to have money for food or gas for the car to get to work. Amazingly the Lord provided.
A few years later I got remarried when I was 28 years old, and after my honeymoon I accepted the Lord through a local church. Not having any clue if I was saved, and if I would feel different. It was like a veil was lifted from my eyes. After accepting Yeshua in my life; I attended a non-denominational church for 4 years.
I had hands laid on me by the Pastor and I felt like I had been hit by a taser, with no control over my whole body. Just a quaking as it was electricity running through me as I lay on the floor shaking (that is what it felt like too). That was my first and last time that happened. Trust me I am not a flakey type of person, and I am very open minded. As I grew and studied the scriptures; I started to see that what they were teaching and doing wasn't lining up with the scripture. Speaking in tongues, tithing, and preaching about money, and so on.
It wasn't to far in the future I was led a different direction to see the how Ha-Satan deceives many. For me it all started with a Bible study on cults like Jehovah's Witness and Mormonism. Of course I wanted to find out more about cults because I sure never wanted to be in one. In researching I found out that both the founders where linked to Freemasonry/Secret Societies. It is through these secret societies Ha-Satan works. Also through the pagan religion in Rome, which are rooted in deceiving many, the occult, and celebrate pagan holidays. Ha-Satan uses his mark in corporate symbols and logos, music, movies, and so on. It is EVERYWHERE in plan site. I am not going to lie, I went back into the world for 10 years because it scared me. I was getting way too deep and seeing it all was one HUGE spider web. I lived in fear, when I should of learned I am protected by Yeshua. Although I believe everything happens on His time. Lessons to be learned.
I never understood why I was led this direction and when I would share it with people that went to church, in Christian forums, or friends. I would get shunned. I believe we have to know how the enemy operates. This is how we learn to triumph over Ha-Satan.
I was in the Air Force, but I was more on the Army side of things; so to speak. When we did exercises we worked closely with Security Police, EOD (Explosive Ordnance Disposal) , would build tent cities, play war with blank rounds and flash suppressors on the end of the M16 rifle, and have equipment that was like laser tag on our vest, and helmets, and practiced for chemical warfare. To get to my point... We can never be fully prepared for war, but we can be trained to see something is coming and prepare. Whether that is your home or your heart and faith in Yeshua. They say there is no Atheist in fox holes, right?
My question was why was I led to see the enemy camp that surrounds us all? Many that don't believe in Yeshua have no clue we are about to be pounced on, and that Ha-Satan has them in his spell, and they will have the same fate and burn with him.
It wasn't until I felt the pull back in January 2013 to come back to Him. I saw the comet ISON in the sky and it reminded me of scripture (The comet ISON and the tetrad/blood moons are a different topic). I since repented; and He has led me to all truth. To follow His commandments, yet I still have a lot to learn. I need to learn to uphold the Shabbat, and feast and festivals, and I have a urge to learn Hebrew to build a deeper relationship with Yeshua.
I feel like Jeremiah, and lament daily and seeing how many are deceived and don't see, and reject Him. Yehoshua's wrath approaches and it will be just like the days of Noah. NO ONE heeds the warnings. No one see's the signs. I am in fear and trembling, and yet I am in awe and reverence for Yeshua. I am currently going through many battles in my life. Too much to get into right now, but the enemy knows I know and can see his ways. So he will use my children, and whatever to try to weaken me. I have faith and the Lord willing will give me strength through it all... AMEN
This is a little about me and my walk and it may be a bit long...
I wasn't raised in church, but as a child I always was drawn to Yeshua and believed He was real. All my life I felt like an outsider. I didn't want to follow any group of kids like the nerds, preps, jocks, or stoners... Yet I got along with all of them because I treated them with kindness, and didn't want to be judgmental. All through my teenage years I wanted to save myself for the right woman. I stayed a virgin until I was 19. My mind was of a follower of Yeshua without me knowing it, but I fell under the snare of Ha-Satan. I fell under peer pressure and I had sex with the woman I went to high school with, and later on married her and had three children. Little did I know my world would be turned upside down. I divorced my wife several years later. After the divorce I went through many times where I had no idea how I was going to have money for food or gas for the car to get to work. Amazingly the Lord provided.
A few years later I got remarried when I was 28 years old, and after my honeymoon I accepted the Lord through a local church. Not having any clue if I was saved, and if I would feel different. It was like a veil was lifted from my eyes. After accepting Yeshua in my life; I attended a non-denominational church for 4 years.
I had hands laid on me by the Pastor and I felt like I had been hit by a taser, with no control over my whole body. Just a quaking as it was electricity running through me as I lay on the floor shaking (that is what it felt like too). That was my first and last time that happened. Trust me I am not a flakey type of person, and I am very open minded. As I grew and studied the scriptures; I started to see that what they were teaching and doing wasn't lining up with the scripture. Speaking in tongues, tithing, and preaching about money, and so on.
It wasn't to far in the future I was led a different direction to see the how Ha-Satan deceives many. For me it all started with a Bible study on cults like Jehovah's Witness and Mormonism. Of course I wanted to find out more about cults because I sure never wanted to be in one. In researching I found out that both the founders where linked to Freemasonry/Secret Societies. It is through these secret societies Ha-Satan works. Also through the pagan religion in Rome, which are rooted in deceiving many, the occult, and celebrate pagan holidays. Ha-Satan uses his mark in corporate symbols and logos, music, movies, and so on. It is EVERYWHERE in plan site. I am not going to lie, I went back into the world for 10 years because it scared me. I was getting way too deep and seeing it all was one HUGE spider web. I lived in fear, when I should of learned I am protected by Yeshua. Although I believe everything happens on His time. Lessons to be learned.
I never understood why I was led this direction and when I would share it with people that went to church, in Christian forums, or friends. I would get shunned. I believe we have to know how the enemy operates. This is how we learn to triumph over Ha-Satan.
I was in the Air Force, but I was more on the Army side of things; so to speak. When we did exercises we worked closely with Security Police, EOD (Explosive Ordnance Disposal) , would build tent cities, play war with blank rounds and flash suppressors on the end of the M16 rifle, and have equipment that was like laser tag on our vest, and helmets, and practiced for chemical warfare. To get to my point... We can never be fully prepared for war, but we can be trained to see something is coming and prepare. Whether that is your home or your heart and faith in Yeshua. They say there is no Atheist in fox holes, right?
My question was why was I led to see the enemy camp that surrounds us all? Many that don't believe in Yeshua have no clue we are about to be pounced on, and that Ha-Satan has them in his spell, and they will have the same fate and burn with him.
It wasn't until I felt the pull back in January 2013 to come back to Him. I saw the comet ISON in the sky and it reminded me of scripture (The comet ISON and the tetrad/blood moons are a different topic). I since repented; and He has led me to all truth. To follow His commandments, yet I still have a lot to learn. I need to learn to uphold the Shabbat, and feast and festivals, and I have a urge to learn Hebrew to build a deeper relationship with Yeshua.
I feel like Jeremiah, and lament daily and seeing how many are deceived and don't see, and reject Him. Yehoshua's wrath approaches and it will be just like the days of Noah. NO ONE heeds the warnings. No one see's the signs. I am in fear and trembling, and yet I am in awe and reverence for Yeshua. I am currently going through many battles in my life. Too much to get into right now, but the enemy knows I know and can see his ways. So he will use my children, and whatever to try to weaken me. I have faith and the Lord willing will give me strength through it all... AMEN