Hello everyone,
The HS is really Working with me on forgiving. And this weekend I made a big mistake. I became angry with a non Christian. Her Hobby is insulting and belittle people. And due to years of Practice, she is really good at it. She talks about provocative subjects, then insults and belittles and when she notices I am not reacting in anger or hurt. She changes the subject. After the 12th insult, I lost self-controll. I just didn't have any cheeks left. I became rebellious about this and actually my 6 year old daughter corrected me.
She said: why are you so angry?
Well because she said I know nothing about Swimming, although I have finished 11 FINA (internationall swimmingboard) exames.
She said: Oh well that's NOTHING to be angry about.
So my little girl knows more about Pride and strive than I do.
So for forgiving I have to get rid of all my Pride. Perhaps some of you could give me some advice how to grow more cheeks???
I have confronted her with her evildoings (she is not saved and doesn't want to). She thinks it is her Duty to act like this because she wants to re-educate everybody to her image (= make-up, alcohol, cosmetic surgery, money and that others are bad parents are most important for her ) God bless you all. I am going to Study the Word again on this....
The HS is really Working with me on forgiving. And this weekend I made a big mistake. I became angry with a non Christian. Her Hobby is insulting and belittle people. And due to years of Practice, she is really good at it. She talks about provocative subjects, then insults and belittles and when she notices I am not reacting in anger or hurt. She changes the subject. After the 12th insult, I lost self-controll. I just didn't have any cheeks left. I became rebellious about this and actually my 6 year old daughter corrected me.
She said: why are you so angry?
Well because she said I know nothing about Swimming, although I have finished 11 FINA (internationall swimmingboard) exames.
She said: Oh well that's NOTHING to be angry about.
So my little girl knows more about Pride and strive than I do.
So for forgiving I have to get rid of all my Pride. Perhaps some of you could give me some advice how to grow more cheeks???
I have confronted her with her evildoings (she is not saved and doesn't want to). She thinks it is her Duty to act like this because she wants to re-educate everybody to her image (= make-up, alcohol, cosmetic surgery, money and that others are bad parents are most important for her ) God bless you all. I am going to Study the Word again on this....