Confused, not sure what to do
Okay so here is the deal. I have lost so many people in my life, so very many deaths in the family, loss of friends, and other relationships. Right now I'm going through hard times too. My girlfriend, whom I have been going out with for a year and a half doesn't want to be with me any more. We have both been praying and she feels like we're not supposed to be together, and I feel like she is the one God wants me to spend the reset of my life with. I know the phrase, if you love something let it go and it will come back to you, but it's really hard for me to let people go. She is going to leave me tomorrow, and I'm trying to get her to stay with me just one more week so we can pray about it and know what God wants us to do. We are both Christians, and have been for years. I just don't know what to do. My heart is in my stomach and I fear that I will lose someone else in my life. Now I also know that whatever happens I still have God there to comfort me, and I have also told my girlfriend that no matter what I will always be committed to her. I will not be with anyone else, unless I really feel God calling me to someone else. What do I do?
Okay so here is the deal. I have lost so many people in my life, so very many deaths in the family, loss of friends, and other relationships. Right now I'm going through hard times too. My girlfriend, whom I have been going out with for a year and a half doesn't want to be with me any more. We have both been praying and she feels like we're not supposed to be together, and I feel like she is the one God wants me to spend the reset of my life with. I know the phrase, if you love something let it go and it will come back to you, but it's really hard for me to let people go. She is going to leave me tomorrow, and I'm trying to get her to stay with me just one more week so we can pray about it and know what God wants us to do. We are both Christians, and have been for years. I just don't know what to do. My heart is in my stomach and I fear that I will lose someone else in my life. Now I also know that whatever happens I still have God there to comfort me, and I have also told my girlfriend that no matter what I will always be committed to her. I will not be with anyone else, unless I really feel God calling me to someone else. What do I do?