People say everything happens for a reason, how about the people you meet?
I have these friends... I've been avoiding for some time... They're great people... Its just I'm not in a great place ...but they are...
I know they're not judgemental but...
Idk I just feel insecure because were not in the same space... They have degrees and jobs, one a girlfriend and.....I keep fearing one day they'll be too busy for me and leave me behind...so I try to leave them before they leave me ...in a sense.
I don't want to feel the pain of them being too busy for me one day, you know. I just ... I don't know.
I wish I could already be in a good place...like they are :/
I have these friends... I've been avoiding for some time... They're great people... Its just I'm not in a great place ...but they are...
I know they're not judgemental but...
Idk I just feel insecure because were not in the same space... They have degrees and jobs, one a girlfriend and.....I keep fearing one day they'll be too busy for me and leave me behind...so I try to leave them before they leave me ...in a sense.
I don't want to feel the pain of them being too busy for me one day, you know. I just ... I don't know.
I wish I could already be in a good place...like they are :/