GOD making us slaves
I am starting to think that GOD wants us to be HIS slaves. I am thinking this because for the past few days I have been feeling something taking control of my very will and I have prayed for it to stop but its not letting me go and I really, really, REALLY want it to.
I think that being an all-time slave is sad. I want to be free, and have a free will.
What is going on is supernatural and has to deal with my soul. One minute I feel weighed down and burdened, the next minute I feel selfless love. It's a two-sided message. And I do not like it one bit. Then I feel a weight on my spirit as if something is trying to control my very will. I have felt controlled...was being controlled. Fought it, broke loose. I want to be left alone by myself. I have prayed and prayed and prayed to be let go, but GOD seems to be saying no and it makes me mad.
I don't want to be a slave or a servant. I want to be free.
Please pray for me. The fight is very strong.
I am starting to think that GOD wants us to be HIS slaves. I am thinking this because for the past few days I have been feeling something taking control of my very will and I have prayed for it to stop but its not letting me go and I really, really, REALLY want it to.
I think that being an all-time slave is sad. I want to be free, and have a free will.
What is going on is supernatural and has to deal with my soul. One minute I feel weighed down and burdened, the next minute I feel selfless love. It's a two-sided message. And I do not like it one bit. Then I feel a weight on my spirit as if something is trying to control my very will. I have felt controlled...was being controlled. Fought it, broke loose. I want to be left alone by myself. I have prayed and prayed and prayed to be let go, but GOD seems to be saying no and it makes me mad.
I don't want to be a slave or a servant. I want to be free.
Please pray for me. The fight is very strong.