Thank you for being so understanding to my thoughts Violet.
Without going into to much detail I would just like to say that I have chosen to abandon my traditional beliefs because I do not believe they hold the true meaning of why I followed them all these years. I do not believe (after studying scripture) that Jesus was born on December 25, this day was excepted as his day of birth for another reason, I do believe that he was born sometime in the Fall months, he may have been conceived or placed into Mary on December, but I do not believe this was the month he was born. As far as easter goes, I believe he rose on a Saturday not Sunday and the celebration of Easter is something that I found to be let's just say something totally against God's teaching. I know I will be attacked for my feelings, but thank you Violet for letting me be able to express them. I do not judge anyone else if they hold these traditions dear to them, but for myself in all that is Holy I must sacrifice my past and pray for my future. May the LORD love you and keep you always. Amen!