It is clear you are not close to the Father. That is why you don't hear Him.
I want to defend MattJanes for just a moment...
I don't know if he is close are far from knowing God. I'm inclined to say he at the very least wants to understand God more, but wants to find better reason for it.
Sometimes it can be very hard to hear God. Impossible? No, not impossible at all. In fact, probably if one keeps his ears and eyes open, but for many people, it took quite a long time. For so many of the martyrs and people who devoted their lives to God and still suffered, I suspect they had trouble seeing and hearing God for awhile.
I don't know mattJanes and I don't know if he is or isn't close to God, but I suspect he wants to find some validation. Though if one only tries to find God on his own terms rather than trying to understand God at the same time, he may miss all the messages as well.