I look back at my 50+ years and yes I have had many dark times and close to death with the amount of drinking but its been 4 years now since I touched a drop. My life is so much better, I no longer hear voices, see undefined shapes in rooms where I was, feelings of paranoia. It is a life of immense peace within me now, oh I still make mistakes but its part of our human nature. The more I walk with God the more I am convinced of His great love for all of us.
So yes I have genuinely found what was missing in my life and so can you Jonbanjo, it takes time, courage and desire to take those steps and I hope you do.