Robertwarhero1
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and before anyone says inspiring, i just want to point out that while yes it is to a point inspiring thats not what my life is, i mean i have heard far more inspiring stuff about others people life then my own.
I mean the fact i don't have an verse to nicely tie in everything about what God has done and what God has delivered them from, my friend told me not to worry about it because its not worth worrying over.
I feel more at home with pslam 23 but even i feel thats not accuirtaly showing off God's hand and glory in my life aswell as mercey.
i mean lets be honest without God trying to keep satan at bay early on in my life because satan must have been scared of me from the start cause he saw how strong i'll eventually become, i'd ended up in some kind of mental ward or worse.
so lets look at my life together.
1) I never knew my mother but by the grace of God I knew both of my grand parents, so i had an partly normal happy child hood living with them till my grandfather died of cancer.
2) After my grandfather died me and my dad moved out and moved towards the south in alabama and our family big family scattered, I eventually meet my first step mother debby who was very horrible to me (I won't go into the abuse that i experinced because this is more about God then what she did.)
3) I wasn't descovered to have austism till i was 10 and the responce was to drug me , however the sense i was acting out in school i got into trouble both at school and at home, the meds the doctors gave me didn't help ether soo it made me act out even more.
4) Dad at some point decided to take me off the meds which the docts and school didn't with and I began my year long revolution to outs debby from my life, because i refused to be abused any longer. she left and kat replaced her by giving me the love i needed.
this is just it in a nutshell because when you look at the whole picture its almost an epic. i use the term almost very carefully because i am aware that some people have had it much worse then i did.
the reason i ask this because last wendsday our group was suppose to deliver our testmonies and i gave the part 1 of my life meaning i got out all the sad stuff and was saving the happy stuff of my life for last.
So what can i say God had done for me along the lines?
I mean the fact i don't have an verse to nicely tie in everything about what God has done and what God has delivered them from, my friend told me not to worry about it because its not worth worrying over.
I feel more at home with pslam 23 but even i feel thats not accuirtaly showing off God's hand and glory in my life aswell as mercey.
i mean lets be honest without God trying to keep satan at bay early on in my life because satan must have been scared of me from the start cause he saw how strong i'll eventually become, i'd ended up in some kind of mental ward or worse.
so lets look at my life together.
1) I never knew my mother but by the grace of God I knew both of my grand parents, so i had an partly normal happy child hood living with them till my grandfather died of cancer.
2) After my grandfather died me and my dad moved out and moved towards the south in alabama and our family big family scattered, I eventually meet my first step mother debby who was very horrible to me (I won't go into the abuse that i experinced because this is more about God then what she did.)
3) I wasn't descovered to have austism till i was 10 and the responce was to drug me , however the sense i was acting out in school i got into trouble both at school and at home, the meds the doctors gave me didn't help ether soo it made me act out even more.
4) Dad at some point decided to take me off the meds which the docts and school didn't with and I began my year long revolution to outs debby from my life, because i refused to be abused any longer. she left and kat replaced her by giving me the love i needed.
this is just it in a nutshell because when you look at the whole picture its almost an epic. i use the term almost very carefully because i am aware that some people have had it much worse then i did.
the reason i ask this because last wendsday our group was suppose to deliver our testmonies and i gave the part 1 of my life meaning i got out all the sad stuff and was saving the happy stuff of my life for last.
So what can i say God had done for me along the lines?