Hey Tubby Tubby, welcome to the site, here are a few things you need to resolve for yourself, for your sake.
If there was a big bang, where did the elements come from to cause the explosion?
If the explosion came from hydrogen gases (or any gases), then how were the laws of physics (gravity, inertia, 2nd law of thermal dynamics etc.) created from/by this explosion (and if you say they already existed then who created them)?
Scientists believe, and I read you believe the scientists, the sun loses, or burns up the exact number of tons of gases each day and it hasn't changed since they started measuring the rate of loss, if they turn the rate of loss around and add it to the sun, then the sun would be so large in just 10,000 years the earth would be as hot as the planet Mercury and unable to support life, now if the sun was 1,000,000 years old then the earth would be inside of it, ...that's scientific evidence.
Geme