I really hate to be the one to cause concern for your life. I think you are playing with fire, no matter how your feelings might be. They can and will deceive you that all is well when it is not. Which is why the scriptures give us many many warning about what you are doing.
Pro 6:23.. For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light; and reproofs of instruction are the way of life:
Pro 6:24.. To keep thee from the evil woman, from the flattery of the tongue of a strange woman.
Pro 6:25.. Lust not after her beauty in thine heart; neither let her take thee with her eyelids.
Pro 6:26.. For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life.
Pro 6:27.. Can a man take fire in his bosom, and his clothes not be burned?
This woman is a professional, she knows exactly what she is doing, and you seem to be following, and taking the bait.
Pro 5:3 For the lips of a strange woman drop as an honeycomb, and her mouth is smoother than oil:
Pro 5:4 But her end is bitter as wormwood, sharp as a twoedged sword.
Pro 5:5 Her feet go down to death; her steps take hold on hell.
Pro 5:6 Lest thou shouldest ponder the path of life, her ways are moveable, that thou canst not know them.
Pro 5:7 Hear me now therefore, O ye children, and depart not from the words of my mouth.
Pro 5:8 Remove thy way far from her, and come not nigh the door of her house: