Words of Encouragement.
Good evening everyone
I was surfing the net earlier and came across this site, I wanted to share an experience with others and hopefully gain some advice that will benefit me on my time of need. I am exactly of the age of eighteen; I live with my mother and a three-year-old sibling in a two-room apartment. Along time ago when I was Seventeen I believe I received a call from an individual whom was like a sister to me, she belongs to the Wicca faith and on the other line was one of her friends. My sister “ Which I’ll refer to her as “ always gives me advice on things that go on in life, always tries to cheer me on and always seems to make me smile. So we got into a discussion about life and death, we both came across the idea of being able to predict death “So we thought, “Her friend claimed to be some sort of psychic and said he was able to read into my future. Cheery me went along, hopped into this issue, and asked him “Could you possibly tell me when I’m going to die “Without notice he continued, and said I was going to die from natural causes when I was nineteen. At that time I didn’t pay mind, but being in the Christian religion for so long I’ve seen things that would somewhat make me question the ability of man. It bothered me for a while, for the next year when I turned eighteen, I started paying mind to what he said. As he was reading my future I remember telling him that I was going to go to the Marines, then he said “ Oh it’s a Death Certificate from the military! “ Which made me question his so-called gift?
Now I live an average life I suppose, the fourteenth is my birthday and I am going to be nineteen. The whole situation seems to be getting the best of me; I have been having random panic and anxiety attacks and often locked myself in the room. I refuse to go to church for the simple fact I feel as if I cannot find my place there. I am able to read the bible because I give up so easily. I feel a calling of the lord and sometimes want to kneel in tears; everything just gets to me with unbelievable stress.
Some input or advice would be greatly appreciated.
I would also like to request many prayers, not cause of this situation rather for my health and family.
Good evening everyone
I was surfing the net earlier and came across this site, I wanted to share an experience with others and hopefully gain some advice that will benefit me on my time of need. I am exactly of the age of eighteen; I live with my mother and a three-year-old sibling in a two-room apartment. Along time ago when I was Seventeen I believe I received a call from an individual whom was like a sister to me, she belongs to the Wicca faith and on the other line was one of her friends. My sister “ Which I’ll refer to her as “ always gives me advice on things that go on in life, always tries to cheer me on and always seems to make me smile. So we got into a discussion about life and death, we both came across the idea of being able to predict death “So we thought, “Her friend claimed to be some sort of psychic and said he was able to read into my future. Cheery me went along, hopped into this issue, and asked him “Could you possibly tell me when I’m going to die “Without notice he continued, and said I was going to die from natural causes when I was nineteen. At that time I didn’t pay mind, but being in the Christian religion for so long I’ve seen things that would somewhat make me question the ability of man. It bothered me for a while, for the next year when I turned eighteen, I started paying mind to what he said. As he was reading my future I remember telling him that I was going to go to the Marines, then he said “ Oh it’s a Death Certificate from the military! “ Which made me question his so-called gift?
Now I live an average life I suppose, the fourteenth is my birthday and I am going to be nineteen. The whole situation seems to be getting the best of me; I have been having random panic and anxiety attacks and often locked myself in the room. I refuse to go to church for the simple fact I feel as if I cannot find my place there. I am able to read the bible because I give up so easily. I feel a calling of the lord and sometimes want to kneel in tears; everything just gets to me with unbelievable stress.
Some input or advice would be greatly appreciated.
I would also like to request many prayers, not cause of this situation rather for my health and family.