Hello MusicMaster;
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God bless you and thank you. I'm in agreement with you and would like to respond to a couple of things you mentioned;
I can be in a room with a handful of brothers and sisters, discussing worship, praise and service and it will still be defined in various ways, but speaking for myself, I still get you when we break it down.
"Denying that our services never get that way," well, I'm not going deny our flaws, imperfections and mechanics during worship which is actually a part of the worship. We lay all our weaknesses and short fallings before the Lord so He can reveal His glory before the body of Christ. That is truly worship.
I will give more thought to what you shared and I do appreciate your encouragement to help me press on and persevere in the church.
You defined Worship, but now I have a question for you, brother. What is your experience of attending true worship with your family?
God bless you, MM, and thank you.
Bob, I always enjoy your feedback, and the heart you have for striving for that higher point on the mountain of life and faith.
You've asked a difficult question to answer in mere words. You see, from what scripture says throughout in relation to worship, and coupled together with what Jesus stated with very certain terms, that places worship that's acceptable to the Father on a plateau far higher than expressive language, if you know what I mean (you really like putting someone on the spot).
Hmm, well, the best I could do in answering your questions is to say this: My experience of worship WITH the family of faith would be far less if I didn't live worship outside the gathering. In other words, it would be mechanical, subject to mood music manipulations, deeply emotional wording from a reading, etc. Instead, there is that inexpressible joy, awe, reverence, being bowed down before the Throne and He who sits upon it, face to the ground, and something more... This is where I'm at a loss for words. There is that...something...or Someone...who gives utterances and higher expression that I cannot describe. It is so profound, so very meaningful and...perfect.
In SPIRIT and in TRUTH. The Spirit is the very Spirit of God, and Truth is a Person, not merely a collection of right and proper doctrines.
I can't satisfy the intellect beyond this, because it is so far beyond all that. Deep down, you just know that you can't contrive it from imagination or force of will and thought.
So, if that doesn't at least make a really good attempt at an answer, I don't know what would, and I apologize for that.
MM