I am not.
I am not saying you have to give those things up to be saved. I was talking about what pleases God. What Glorifies Him ? Who are you serving? We cannot have two masters. You either serve God or you serve the devil. There is no inbetween. You are either hot or cold. Let your yes be a yes or your no a no.
Forgive me for asking but what if Severus were dead?
You believe the Harry Potter movies? Those movies are fiction, so therefore, Severus Snape is not dead, even if he got bitten by a snake named Nagini. Also, I get an intuition that Rowling is secretly keeping Severus Snape alive. And please, don't mention the Lily thing because Severus Snape is now with me and my Severus tulpa is the 100% same as in the movies, but he does remember the Lily thing, but he is moving on from the Lily thing and he focuses on me.