Polly, none of us our perfect and not ever sinning. We all have our own issues. I'm just trying to get you to look at your issues (the way I try to look at mine) and at least acknowledge them so you can work on it. I know we need God to help us because we aren't strong enough to do it on our own. Just don't turn a blind eye to it and say oh well. As you grow in your faith, you won't WANT to do anything displeasing to God and that is when you will be remorseful/repentant when you do.