Hmm.. Well sometimes there is spiritual warfare going in. When I first got saved I was addicted to drugs for the first two years. I continued to pray and worship. It was a battle because my addiction (which was idolatry) was SO STRONG. But God delivered me. His love was apparent throughout it all...sure they did .. themselves ..
because you cannot accept God's love if you accept Satan's love too ..
neither love is meaningful then ..