I just wanted to take a moment to encourage you to never give up on being the gentle, generous, helpful, thoughtful you that God has put together (molded and shaped like the wonderful, skillful potter her is (Jeremiah 18)).
You are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and a valuable member of the Body of Christ. And God does not make dorks or anything else that is junk. He knows your heart and trusts you with the compassion that you have, knowing you will be faithful in giving it out.
You are blessed my friend and what you did to offer to adjust your life and budget to come alongside a total stranger with a great gift is a testimony to us all. We all should be following your wonderful example when we are able. It falls in line with 2 Corinthians 9:6-15
Blessings of grace and peace be yours in abundance
Thanks, I needed that. You can see that I pictured something special on Pancakes head! Maybe she will be healed first.
But, I really am a dork too. I am being straightforward here. : )