I'm scared because I'm confused and if I'm saved I would think that God would have already shown me the truth because I've been seeking it and seeking it for as long as I can remember.
We all struggle with our salvation-subtly he comes casting doubt in your ear-we have to 'remember' when the Lord changed us and build our faith with fellowship. I've been telling you girl-----you needs some Bible believing folks to run with. When you're serving-you don't have time for all that whispering junk in your ear.
I have literally yelled out loud "GET BEHIND ME SATAN!" sometimes. If you doubt-you become ineffective for the Gospel-which if Satan can't take you to Hell-he'll stop you from telling others about Christ.