Its ok. Well one church in my area is putting celebrating again this year..but, I dont know if I go again cos it seemed to me more of a performance than a meal and I would just like to have a roast lamb dinner at home with my family even if they unbelievers ...is this wrong of me? Cos they wont go to that church anyway, and I have left cos of other reasons.
Although mum did come to a mid winter christmas dinner at my old church which went back to and we had carols. Its funny that christmas dinner in my country people eat either turkey or ham. Mostly ham. Jewish ppl would definitely not eat ham. I dont like it much either and prefer lamb.
What happened was, this church had a seder but we had to go up to the microphone and say our lines and by the time we all did that food was getting cold..we all had to bring our own, some couldnt afford lamb and so had chicken instead...and it just didnt feel like a family meal it felt like we were going thorugh the motions. I dont know Im chinese and like to enjoy my food rather than talk about it so much!! But I think the fun thing is to imagine yourself in that story and going through the ten plagues...and having the angel passover you..pointing towards Jesus sacrifice on the cross as our passover lamb.
We do go and remind ourselves of the birth of Jesus at christmas but not reciting the whole story in Luke while we are eating!