I would ask you to consider the Biblical teaching of Dr. C.I. Scofield in his book, "Rightly Dividing the Word of God".
"My standing is the same as every other child of God. We share an equal standing, an equal position, an equal status. Find the most carnal believer you can find who lived during the past 6000 years and put him next to the Apostle Paul, one of the godliest saints who ever lived.
Paul's standing is no better than the standing of this carnal believer. Both share an equal standing. When it comes to the Judgment Seat of Christ there will be great differences between believers with respect to rewards and loss of rewards, but when it comes to our standing in Christ, there is no difference. "The weakest person, if he be but a true believer on the Lord Jesus Christ, has precisely the same title as the most illustrious saint".
My dear Ghid, our standing is wholly based on grace and we are all equal in the sight of God because the ground at the foot of the cross is level. I do not deserve any of it. I am not worthy of any of it. It is by God's grace that I stand perfect and complete in Christ Jesus.
Rom. 5:2............(ESV)
2 "Through him we have also obtained access by faith[
a] into this grace in which we stand, and we[
b] rejoice[
c] in hope of the glory of God. 3 Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, 4 and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, 5 and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us."