I would love to talk to you about what happened? I care about you and want to help. Will you please tell me why you believe God abandoned you.Oh, also. It is simply possible for a mortal to read this, you quote a book written 3500 years ago, curses. Olivia. Hexes? No. No magic here. I am not sorry for what I have done to my body. The pain of having God abandoning me is greater then anyone can scarcely imagine. Satan has stopped my pain. I consider him greater then this lord. Who has made my life living hell. Heh. No pun intended. Sweet Olivia.