Your points make my head throb brother, it is true I worship Satan, and that this darkness found its way to me, if from my first post if you had read between the lines, I said I want help. You all just decided to feed the bears in terms of speaking. I had no intention of making a mess like this. To me, it was clear from the start, but to accuse me of lying. Is what everyone has always done. How do you accuse me of lying when you have never been scared like I have. I'm finding a way out, but it is impossible on my own. Now what do you say to that? I do not think of things the way I should, but you believe I am nothing. Just a game? To amuse others? How vile.