Tubby, I don't say this disrespectfully, but I think you are out of touch with reality on what you believe scientists believe.
Just Google, "scientist turning to God," and that should give you something
scientific to read.
You claim to be an atheist,
From the Online Entomology Dictionary,
atheist (n.)
1570s, from French athéiste (16c.), from Greek atheos "without god, denying the gods; abandoned of the gods; godless, ungodly," from a- "without" + theos "a god" (see
theo-).
but by your own words you are saying/proving there
is a God.
So the
real issue/question here is, after reading your posts and all of your efforts to try and convince
yourself, by coming to a Christian Forum and arguing with us who believe there is a God, there is no God, ...what happened in your life to cause you to turn away from God?
Just take a minute to think about it,
...with all of the hatred, anger, blasphemous things you have said against Him, tried to bring Him down, drag His name in the mud,
...at this very moment in time, while you are reading this,
...He loves you with an everlasting love, He always has and He always will, maybe you have been hurt by some of His children, but that is not God hurting you, that is sinful mankind,
no Tubby..., God loves you, took the punishment you and I deserved and willingly subjected Himself to being whipped, whipped so unmercifully that the historian of that time tells us after 20 lashes His backside was turned to hamburger, so they turned Him around and whipped His front side into hamburger with 19 more lashes, then they were so ashamed of what they had done in their cruelty they dressed Him again so the public would/couldn't see His condition and have mercy on Him, then condemned to be crucified He was to carry the top bar of His Cross, but since His muscles and sinews had been so torn and shredded, combined with the great amount of blood that He had lost, being so weakened, another had to carry His Cross down the Via Delorosa to Golgotha, after arriving there He was laid on the top beam, arms outstretched and nails were driven through His hands, once secured He was hoisted up and the cross beam was tied to the vertical beam already buried in the ground, His feet were then nailed to the Cross, Jesus, your Creator, who you have admitted you have turned away from, ...was crucified.
Can you see that?
Can you see Him hanging there bloody and bruised, a crown of thorns 6" long beaten into His skull, His blood running down the cross.
Can you see it?
Tubby, can you imagine the pain He must of felt?
Now look back through the tunnel of time Tubby, from today, right now, to then.
Can you hear the first words spoken by Jesus from the Cross?
"Father, forgive Tubby, he doesn't know what he is doing!" Luke 23:24
He loves you Tubby, He always has and He always will, ...you must be real tired from trying to eliminate Him from your thoughts, isn't it time you stop running, stop fighting, ...lay down your arguments and just come to Jesus.
In His Love,
Gene